Dateline: Saturday, April 19, 2014
Today marks numerous momentous days in American History,
from April 19, 1775, Concord, Massachusetts,
the Ruby Ridge -ATF -Weaver shooting, and the Oklahoma City bombing, among others. Politics
aside, for some Karmic reason, April 19th has been a flashpoint
commemorating the struggles of outcast underdogs against repressive governments
or their heavy-handed agencies.
Coincidentally, today marks my seventh day of solitary
confinement, facing a fabricated disciplinary charge of “disrespect” from a
bullying prison guard known to be a liar, seeking to “pad his résumé” by locking
up unsuspecting prisoners for little or no reason, in hopes of advancing his
chances of promotion to sergeant, ten percent pay raise.
At the time that he took out his anger at being “chewed out”
by his supervisor against me he obviously wasn’t thinking. Instead of selecting
some brow-beaten, intimidated, uneducated prisoner who would take the abuse
without a defense, fearful that any challenge would “make them mad” at him,
correctional officer one Patrick Walsh mistakenly chose someone who is NOT
intimidated by authority, who knows the rules and laws regarding prisoners, and
who had the presence of mind to notice and recall the names of inmate and staff
witnesses, and remember it all in his defense. Bad move, Pat. This is not a
game, and his tantrum could have far-reaching consequences, jeopardizing my
release date. I have to fight for what is right.
I want to share a revealing, spontaneous statement made by
the confinement sergeant last night, as he and another officer were escorting
me in handcuffs for a shower. We are allowed a brief shower Monday, Wednesday,
and Friday nights. I’ve written about this before, but my policy and standard behavior
when dealing with guards, prison officials, “free persons,” teachers and other
prisoners is to be open, honest, and respectful, polite and courteous, to “hold
my tongue” unless asked a question or have something to say, to smile, to
maintain eye contact with my audience, whether it is one person or one hundred.
The way I speak and the way I write are similar. First impressions of me
generally describe an intelligent, open, well-spoken, friendly person. As part
of that persona, many people, staff included, address me as “Mr. Norman,” which
I find amusing, since I always think of Mr. Norman as being my late father, Eugene
Norman.
As they cuffed my hands behind my back and opened my cell
door, taking hold of my arms and walking me across the floor to the tiny shower,
the sergeant said, “Now here’s Mr. Norman,
never gives anybody any trouble. You know what he’s in confinement for? The
officer got mad! He got mad! Do you know how many people I’d lock up if I
locked up somebody every time I got mad? We don’t have room to hold them. Mr.
Norman can tell you, he was there. One night I snapped on the whole chow hall.
But I didn’t lock anybody up. That’s ridiculous, Mr. Norman.”
I agreed, but I was the one in handcuffs.
I appreciated that man’s comments, which speaks for itself.
Since I’ve been locked up, a parade of officers on different shifts have
stopped by my cell door, looked at me through the little glass, and asked, as
one did, “May I ask what you’re doing
back here? You don’t get in trouble.”
I keep my response brief. “I asked the dorm officer a
question, was Officer Walsh going to call B-dorm to the canteen, since we were
the only dorm he didn’t call on Saturday. She called Captain Teboe, he chewed
Walsh out, apparently, and Walsh took out his anger on me. I did nothing wrong,
but he wrote a phony d.r., said I used profanity toward him.”
One officer shook his head in disbelief, and said, “I don’t believe you’d ever cuss out anybody.
That’s what stupid people do. You’re too smart for that,” and walked away.
He was right.
Meanwhile, it seems suspicious, if not curious, that they
took all my legal work, facing legal filing deadlines, my envelopes and my
pens. How can I write or mail out papers to my lawyer without envelopes? I can’t.
It took four days and great effort to obtain this pen, which is almost dry.
There is much more to tell of this test. I’ll keep you
posted.
Thanks.
Charlie